Saturday, January 23, 2010
Being a working mommy
It's been a while since the last time I updated my blog. I was busy looking for a job. Never thought I could get a job in less than 2 months time. Thanks to my friend CP who told me to try for Astro as they were looking for a tv sales exec. Since I got the experience in media sales, therefore it helped me very much in getting the job. Anyway, I must thank God too because He listened to my prayer as I always wanted to work in a TV station.
This is my 3rd week of working. I'm not quite used to it after stop working for 1 year. Remembering the 1st day I went to work 3 weeks ago, I had to get up at 6am in order to express milk. It took about half an hour for that. Then Nathan woke up at about 7 something while I was making up myself. I woke my mum up in order to feed Nathan and I pity my mum as she never wakes up that early normally. Since she's helping me to take care of Nathan, she has to force herself to wake up so early. Thanks mom!
The moment I stepped out of my room, I already felt missing Nathan.. this was the worst feeling as I'd been taking care of him for so many months and now I had to go back to work.. I asked myself do I want to be a working mommy or a full time mommy, my answer is full time mommy. I don't know why, as I really enjoy taking care of my son as I get to see him every day and night. It's so happy to see his changes and progress in every manner everyday. Now, after back to work, I think I'm really missing the moments I used to be with Nathan.